As the Weather HEATS - Space Anxiety
Posted by: Darren Eath Posted: 04-26-2011Distance is our GREATEST enemy. Always has been and forever will be. Closeness, togetherness and right there-NESS, keeps us united BUT how strong then, ARE we? When it means walker & shadow, Ball & chain… Dot & I, call it, IF WE MAY – "CABIN-LOVe FeVeR" at its best or worst?
When near, with or inside, ALL seems comfortable BUT if ONE side grows distant OR if ONE were caught in an environment which did not include BOTH. Speculations might grow to their worst. This is the plight of the INSECURE blanket of distrustful BEINGS. In other words the poor souls whom suffer from SPACE ANXIETY.
I'm as ROMEO as we MEN come, perhaps even MORE and in my 19 years of LOVING, I've graced 5 JULIETS. As tragic as the ending may have been, we're all alive and smile UNTIL this day. I'm saying my relationships have lasted an average of 3-4yrs. I tend to take a 1 year break to EXHALE & INHALE, not like Bill or GW but an actual existential break from co-existence. If you ask me this is the best way to redefine the LOVe senses or census.
Ask why? we suffer from separation anxiety and most will FIND that saying GOOD-Bye, is like saying GO-Die, but why? Which do you suffer from? ...
SPOTLIGHT LOVe, a syndrome which results from the fears and insecurities of the past; The only time one feels secure is when the person sits right before you. ...
Risky Frisky LOVe, a fever rush which disables the ability to make better decisions from the sense's elation from the sight and touch of ANY OTHER attractive person you have before you… (A Player's Treasure Chest)
Fizzled Chiseled LOVe, a watered down and palpable, down right predictable routine of a LIFe brought on from the carelessness of wishing to adjust or even change matters… (Conflicting as it sounds this is like the "You hang up 1st stage of relationships")
I'm just afraid to LOVe you MORE, self explanatory...
The fear to LOVe is a fear to LIVe. When we LOVe to LIVe, we LIVe to LOVe and this is really the best way to honor LIFe and the SELF. Who controls the heart? Who controls the eyes? Who injects the brain with the glory of its prize? What makes us drop down and flop or jump up and fly? Perhaps the FEAR or JOY of discovering a horrid, insulting LIE.
& that's LIFe. But if you add an "F" to LIE, you have LIFE, but subtract the "F" then you have LIE.
Give an "F" or Take an "F", Or WHAT THE FLYING "F"?
But understand the importance of GIVING an "F" can add to creating your LIFe…
Truth be S while Lies sometimes R, when NO came to RO, I saw A STAR.
Roman S
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